StuPiD . .

Assalamualaikum........

I am a bad friend. SELFISH. Jealous. Cannot give commitment. Cannot do work. Stupid. What else?

What should I do? Some peoples out there crying, tension all because of me! I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I make many people mad at me. I just can’t do work! I’m so slow. I don’t know why :’( When I do something when I’m stressed, they mad at me. They mock me. They don’t know my life! They don’t know how my situation! I know everyone got problems, but they are strong. They can handle it. But I can’t! I’m weak! So can you let me be? Yes I know what I did is wrong but that’s the only way instead of praying. If you want to stop me from doing that, tell me another effective way and prove it to me. Not mocking me. Not just told me “Don’t do that” “Are you stupid?” “It is a sin”. I know all that! Sometimes I did that because I want attention. I want someone just sit there for me and listen. Just listen and hug me. I want a warm hug from someone. It can reduce my pain. *sigh*

I’m sorry because you got a friend like me.  If I am your ‘friend’.

DowN . . . . .

Assalamualaikum . . .

Soalan:

'' Kenapa kita xpernah benci org lain tapi kita selalu dibenci ? ''

" Kenapa orang lain mengata kita ? "

" Kenapa kita sering kehilangan org yang kita sayang ? "

Hmm.. aku selalu terfikir soalan nie.. xjumpa jawapan, seriussss.. tapi alhamdulillah aku jumpa seorang hamba Allah nie.. Aku bertanyakan soalan tu kat dye.. Dye jawab :

" Manusia xkan pernah lepas dari kesilapan. Ada berbillion2 manusia di muka bumi nie, mampu ke kita nak puaskan hati semua org ? macamnie jelah.. kita jadi diri kita, cuba ambil nasihat dr org lain untuk jadi lebih baik.. cuba ubah diri kita menjadi lebih baik setakat kita mampu.. biarkan org mengata, biarkan org xsuka kita, biarkan aje. Kenapa drg xsuka kita ? Kenapa dorang nak jatuhkan kita ? Jawapannya, mereka DENGKI, mereka rasa diri kita lebih baik daripada dorang, that's y dorang nak jatuhkan kita :)

Okay, kenapa ALLAH tarik balik org yang kita syg ? Cuba kita semak balik hubungan kita dengan Allah. Sentap x ? haha Jagalah hubungan kita dengan Allah, INSYAALLAH, baik lah hubungan kita sesama manusia. Kadang-kadang juga Allah rindu hambanya berdoa kepadanya. Sebab itulah diturunkan ujian. Tapi jangan bimbang. Allah Maha Mengetahui lagi Maha Menyayangi. Setiap ujian yang diberi itu mengikut kemampuan hamba-Nya. Allah tahu kita mampu. Jadi kita mestilah Redha :) Mana tahu, Allah nak beri sesuatu lagi baik :) BERSABAR, BERDOA, dan TAWAKAL lah :) "